7 years after graduation

look like I have all I planned to have. I now become an entrepreneur, but I still don’t feel satisfy with my life. Once a while, I feel numb. I don’t know what is wrong with me. I still buy book once a month, but I don’t read them much. I have all the bad habits now. Drinking, steaming, no exercise, no proper eating... all hell

5 Years after graudation

Dear Me,

It has been a great ride with you for the last 5 years. Nothing much has changed internally. A lot of good experiences even there are some bad times, but life is going smoothly.

During these five years, i have been traveled to most of the provinces in Cambodia, Vietnam, Thailand, China, Hong Kong, Macau, Malaysia and Singapore. those were such great experiences.

During these five years, i have achieved a lot of things such as upgrade my position, buying my own bike, buying and selling house, renting lands, getting married, reading 30 books, watching a hundred movie, no longer beer addicted, creating and running my own company, become much healthier.

The thing that i still cannot change: Emotional Swing, Environment housing issue, Morning habit, Exercise habit.


In the next 5 years (35) I wish.

1. Emotional stable and be a constant positive thinker.
2. Tidy housing environment
3. Good morning habit
4. 1 hour exercise habit.
5. Kids,
6. Improve business
7. Improve some skills
8. Read 60 books more.
9. Travel to Australia, Europe and Japan.

Life after graduation

After my graduation, I am going to go directly into working life. The first two weeks, I am going to observe the working environment and I am good at observation. I know how to obseve people working. Then i come back home to plan what I am going to do with the things that i have obeserved. Meanwhile, i cannot going to enjoy my life yet, i have to hardly work for one month first. I am not going to show off, i will just figure out what kind of people i am facing and how i am going to deal with them. Then i will plan how I am going to improve myself, how to get promotion faster. I have to work out a strategy and work through it. By stop thinking about all kind of entertainment, i can fulfill my obligation and strive the best for myself. Only after for a while, maybe one month, that i can start thinking of how to entertain myself a little bit because only i can fulfill my inside obligation first, then i can share and entertain others peacefully. Then i will start to think of social, friends, sex, and family. I don't have to think much like i'm going to learn this or that in advance so that when the work just come i can do it. Don't worry about that at all. I will know how to figure that out at the spot. You need to use your network skill to make the work done sometimes. You are at the level that you can learn by yourself. You can learn anything by yourrself as long as it is complusory or it is what you want. like learning how to play guitar. Moreover, you have to make sure that you have the log book to see how your life progress. Without it , you would just do the good things without know what is the good things all about and then at some points in your life you fee l that you have nothing good, you never learn about anything, you are a useless person and so on. So log book make you realise that you are not a piece of shit!

Happy night!

I spent my time nicely for tonight :) !!! Go Go!!

About to sleep soon and now trying to make myself feel relax by listening to some soft music. gonna be gratitude, visualization of my great future of peaceful life.

Let's go to sleep :)

I love my life

I am really really love my life. There are many things good about my life. I will stop talking about how bad i feel and how bad i'm facing. From now on, i will only talk about how good my life is. Because of law of attraction. Actually, there are many things good running my life and i just take them for granted.

I need to change the way I think and the way I do with my life style. First of all, I know that in the next 5 years, I am going to be a rich guy and I am absolutely will be a rich guy as long as i Keep doing what i am planning doing everyday. As long as I keep improving my skill.

Just want to show how gratitude i am to have my great parents who always care about me since i was born. And also my great siblings. There we had some fighting when we were young, they were great memory.

My nephews and nieces. I have a lot of them, and they like me so much.

Friends both in malay and in cambodia, without friends like is just nothing.

All the girls that i fell in love with especially my ex-gf who shows me what is it like to be a couple.

I'm really grateful for everything that i have. Though at the moment, i don't have a gf and a stable life, but those things will come in the next few years. This is life, i have to be patient and improve my life and be ready for that. Everyone goes through that process.

At some points, I really want to have my own car, driving to work, and at the evening, go to play sport with my friends, and at night spend time with my family, and the girl that I love. I am sure i will find a nice girlfriend when my life is stable. But for now, i will just try to be patient. :)

I am really having a big problem right now.

It is 3.23 and i still can't do anything at all for my report. This is too bad.

Almost 10 years, i spend in university. It's like i study from grade 1-8, man!

That's a lot of years.

An attempt to delete my facebook account

So, this is another attempt of deleting facebook account. The reasons why I use it was to flirting with others girls while i was broken heart, but now I become normal and I will not use it anymore. I will just live my life with the people around me and do the thing that i like to do rather than waiting to chart with some girls that i never see, and seeing people trying to show off in the facebook.

To me, facebook is a mean to show off. Normally and it's only for the loser who doesn't have a real life. But to some people who consider friendship as a forever stuff, they use facebook as to see how their friends and family are doing. But to me, i rather keep space for that, give time to the person that i engage with rather than wasting time seeing my old friends or my family is doing. I would just call them or give them a visit if i feel like missing them.

By having facebook to entertain me, i wouldn't care much about the people around me anymore. And I miss a lot of things going on around me. Hopefully, i don't go back to those world again. If I really desperate for girlfriend which i'm really not, I can just ask my family or my friends to introduce some friends or anybody they know to me when i have a normal life.

But, honestly, for the time being, i prefer my single life. I don't have to care about anybody's birthday, i don't have to surprise them, i don't have to fake that i love anybody. I know myself clearly than others. For the time being, i have no soul and i can't love anybody more than 2 weeks. I think that's who i am. Whether i will change to be a normal guy or not, who knows. For the time being, let's party when you can, do your tasks and enjoy your life.